Sunday, October 16, 2016

2013

2013

(A year of Loss...........)

After having such a FUN and Eventfull Year in 2012 (being one of the best years in my life)
2013 was the opposite, it was the WORST year of my personal and career life.

From feeling of Complete and accomplished, to a year of loss and failure.

April

My dad past away in April 2013, it was the darkest moments in my life. But lets not get into that, this blog is for my life as an animator, which is to inspire.

May to October




(my awesome Housemates, Depot Road Club House)

The cycle returns...
One by one, colleagues that ive cherrished more than just a "work friend", are starting to leave one by one.
From my flatmates/housemates, to everyone who was considered a foreigner working in singapore.

They all left to either start their new adventure, or simply just to take a long break.

I simply couldnt accept the fact that i lost a colleague either every month or every week.

It was a huge emotional turmoil, (at that time) i felt sad, lonely, angry, dissapointed. Mostly, i felt lost.

DECEMBER
A lot of things didnt kicked off,
Lots of expectations was missed, and our "GRAND" project for the company was delayed, which meant canceled. Which meant bad news is coming...

This picture was the remaining family...
It was a fun day..i thought the worst was over...

But i was wrong


the worse was yet to come......

2012

2012

I learned that, Moments never last, but memories last a lifetime. :)





(The Animation Team 2012)

It was a RISING year....
From only 11 people, to a maximum production crew of nearly 100 within one year itself.

It was a GREAT experience working with some of the industries finest and most talented artist.
We pushed an enormous amount of quality and at the same time, trying to enjoy the process.

I called this team and this era of my life, "The Golden Wagon"
Why Golden wagon?
Because every day was precious like gold.
Everyday was a new learning experience filled with knowledge both soft and hard skills.
Expanding territories of networking broader than just an Animator.
The crew bonded great.


(Dinner party at Big Boss's House)


We were more than a team, we were FAMILY.
One thing i learned so precious is to achieve this state in life working, to make the moments last a lifetime, and a memory worth remimbering.






2012 went by so fast. It was just a mere BLINK of an EYE.



Monday, January 10, 2011

2009 & 2010 Went in a Flash!

2 years working @ One Animation has been the most exciting experience ever, that i even forgot to post a blog...

So much has been done and achieved...

:)

Sunday, December 21, 2008

FlashBack 2008

Early of January 2008,
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I decided NOT* to return to IFW, and made a decision to go abroad.
(* = after 3 weeks of re considering the offer)

With so many doubts and lots of unsure feelings,
Me with my fellow friend, Ronny - both made a huge step in life's, that we decided to go to work in Singapore.
We Both got hired in a company called SPARKY ANIMATION PTE.LTD
Boy ill tell you, this was a unbelievable experience, it was by far the most challenging obstacles i had in life (personal and career wise). Emotionally i had to fight lots of battles to be more patience, more wise, and more thoughtful.



Such an honor of Meeting great talents across the globe,
A GREAT HUGE thanks to James Chiang (animation mentor), to be my mentor.
such incredible knowledge, thoughts, and lessons in life he gave to me.

but most of us chose to find better roads for the future, we all are now separated in different companies across the globe, but we all still gather together and remain great friends.

Alhamdulillah, the journey was done, and i learned great lessons in life that made me stronger.





Sengkang, Compassvale

my new place where i call Home.
with 2 great housemates, Jaka and Ronny. worked our asses off to pay the Unit fee. but we got there..

March 19th 2008,
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Reunions of X-IFW in Singapore, with Donny, Bondhan, Popo and the great Latief.
we all talked and shared stories, and eventually realized,
"if we believe we can achieve it (to work in singapore), its POSSIBLE!"

Alhamdulillah, we all still remain great friends..


May 30th 2008
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CG Overdrive.
re unite with the Masters and Superiors of IFW. watching a presentation of how to make the film Sing to the Dawn.
i gotta admit, it sure brings great pride and proud, yet to be honest it also brings pain and old scars..

mostly,
at this event i remember i was hoping so much to find a better job, but it seems like chance & luck hasnt crossed my roads yet. =(

Alhamdulillah, this event opened my heart and eyes to become a better person professionally.


June 12th 2008
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Several of the Sparkians celebrated resigning from Sparky, and they will be joining Lucasfilm Singapore.
I felt very proud for my friends, especially ronny, who finally got news that he is confirmed to join.
and also to Amith and Bondhan who also resign and joined Codemaster of Malaysia.

at the other hand, i felt sad that i had to part again with the group of people that i really2 inspired and look upon on to challenge in positive ways.

Congrats to you now the Jedi Masters. (Norman, Ronny, YeeSang, Jackson, Siwei)

Alhamdulillah, after the loss colleagues, i became stronger..


October 14th 2008,

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AT LAST!

MY TIME HAS COME...

Decided that its time to throw in the towel, and leave Sparky Animation. I never intend to settle here, because i want to Move on into bigger and GREATER things.

Alhamdulillah, i can manage to fight the 10 months of battles, and move on.


November 2008,
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the PREMIERE Movie SING TO THE DAWN. regathered with my x coworkers from IFW.
congrats guys! we finally see our creation come to screen!

Alhamdulillah, its all done!


December 2008
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Me and Mia went off to Singapore to start the new Journey.
Mia is now the new Housemate of Compassvale to replace Jaka.
Jaka is now married to his bestfriend Ira, and now moved to Yishun.
Ronny is officially a Lucasfilm employee fulltime.

I got a new Job, and the first impression is already amazing. Feel very happy and thrilled.
but before all that, what we all receive was unexciting news,some were just devastation, uncertain, and pain... but further down the road, we all paid our duties, and received our rewards.

Alhamdulillah, we are all in a better place then before.


SIGGRAPH ASIA 2008



Got paid to go there for 3 days..it was great that it was WAY better then CG Overdrive.

Alhamdulillah, i got the experience to see it close up.


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Present day, (23rd December 2008)


2008 had been an amazing roller coaster year. I cant say it was a bad year, but it definitely was a year to remember. (in both good and bad ways)

a great lesson i learned in 2008 is :

Life is very fragile, God can take anything away from you in matter of seconds. Be THANKFUL in any situations you are, and always be aware of the obstacles ahead. Keep on learning and don't feel easily comfort and satisfied with what you have learned, because people out there, are always trying hard to be better than YOU every second.

The roads you have planned may seem visually clear and can be achievable, but remember this, IT IS NEVER EASY.
there is the difference between knowing the path, and walking the path.

im very greatfull i have a great Family way back home in Indo and in the US.
and i also feel greatfull to have great friends here.
im excited to have news friends, and new coworkers every year of my life.

usually at the end of the year, like at 2007, i planned out all the targets that i need to achieve in 2008.
Some were more then i expected it to be, and some are just less then what i even could tolerate.
Success and failures i have faced in 2008. but,

Alhamdulillah, i have manage to pull thru in 2008.


For 2009, i wont plan anything specifically like i did before. but i will take my experience i had in 2008, to HOPEFULLY make it achievable in 2009.


2009, i will be ready for you!


i will *hopefully often update the blog much more.
(* = depends on deadlines)

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Ok, this is my Now...

Gosh its been a long time since my last post..

everything has been a roller coaster ride, and it has been the most REALISTIC REALITY i have ever faced.

Its been 6 months in 2008, and its been 6months since im here in S.I.N.G.A.P.O.R.E..and 6 months ive been working in a Animation Studio that is not so exactly an Animation Studio.

I remembered back at December 2007, i really2 decided i wanted to go elsewhere..where i can get new experienced..and get new jobs, friends, and mostly..a new life..
i thought of it would be great and all...but again...nothing is as great as you hoped nor expected.
you will ALWAYS FACE challenges, problems, obstacles, and just more and more bitter roads.

But Now that i did take giant leap, im thankful and great full for all the Ups and Downs...

Till this day im also great full to have met with lots of great people,
~ James Chiang,
~ The VT Crew (YeeSang, Jaq, Norman, Jaka, Srini, Ronny)
~ The Rebelious Crew (Bryant, Amith, Bondhan, Sam, Deena, Victor, KheeKiat)
~ and many more..

most of the crew in the studio left..a record of 11 people resigning! amazing...
the first monday without em was devastating..but i guess i must accept again the bitter part of reality and move on...

Yep, This is a new experience in a life time, a hard, tiring, and yet still wonderfull experience in a life time here..
everyday i question myself, can i be better in what i do? can i be in a better place than where i am now? all in all..i have to find out some way to be better and better..

but i do feel that im beggining to be more patience, and more subtle compared to last year. time does change people, i guess...

well..........im planning on to move to better roads and journey.
(Lucas...here ai come!)

i just hope i can pull myself together and hold on................and be patience........

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Im In Singapore...

ah....
Singapore...

never thought id been in such a place and country again after ive been in the US.
its almost like the US..but its more strict and the people are quite boring except foreigners...

have been very busy so i havent updated my Blog..

be back real soon...

Monday, December 03, 2007

the end is near...

yep..the STTD animation department is coming to an end, after 1 years and 6 months of hard, heartfull, pain, and struggling moments, it is our time to part and say goodbye to those who are leaving (me included)

haaa....

it was announced that 15 december 2007, Animation Department for STTD is done!

wating till that day come..

a pic taken at EM-ER-TE with Dewi n Mia..my hair looks soo cool...

Sunday, December 02, 2007

gee well its been a while since my last post..almost been a month..
lots of deadlines to catch, but ALHAMDULILLAH kelar semua before time..

so, as of today..now, this moment, im in the state of mind where im confuse...confuse weather i should stay or leave..

posibilty is 80% im leaving..its pure 100% im leaving if get recruited in Lucas Arts.
i dont think i can handle this "unclear madness" thats going on in the office..
and for somewhat reason it makes me WEAK in my own perspective, and i hate that so much!

arrrgh!! the cycle goes on again and again! i hate it...!!

thankfully i have great co workers that keeps me smiling everyday...
here are some of the moments i wouldnt forget...

thanks for bringing the smiles into my life...

SINGAPORE! we ROCK!!